Outweigh (When The Odds Aren’t In Your Favour)

I'm scared of being a parent. In fact, I'm terrified of being a parent. Coming from a society that tells you to bite your teeth and endure even when the world is burning around you - you'd be scared to procreate and make someone like you.  Growing up, I had an alright childhood - we… Continue reading Outweigh (When The Odds Aren’t In Your Favour)

How do you know what your heart wants?

Every time I open my Facebook page, I run into articles telling me that as a millennial, I can have it all. I can quit my job, start living all the dreams I cast aside because I couldn't afford and lay the groundwork to "completing myself".   Of course, I don't believe every ThoughtCatalog article I… Continue reading How do you know what your heart wants?

Is It Too Much To Have It All?

I had the strangest day this Thursday while at work.  A friend of mine had shared an upsetting story of a friend of hers whom had tragically passed away because of working too hard on a project. Her friend was young, successful, married to her college boyfriend, and had a newborn child and a pet.… Continue reading Is It Too Much To Have It All?

Chasing Ghosts

This year hasn't been the easiest year for me so far - I've had a really weird and complicated year and I've cried a lot in the past two and a half months. The worst thing about this year is that because now I'm officially an 'adult'. I'm supposed to take responsibility and learn to… Continue reading Chasing Ghosts

We’ll Remember These Days

“When you’re a kid, they tell you it’s all… Grow up, get a job, get married, get a house, have a kid, and that’s it. But the truth is, the world is so much stranger than that. It’s so much darker. And so much madder. And so much better.” — Doctor Who (Series 7), Season… Continue reading We’ll Remember These Days

Lift Off, Fast Car, Almost Graduate, and Being a Leftover.

I've come to this much delayed realization that everything in my life is because of all of the things that keep piling up, and then falling apart. I've tried to fix friendships, fix myself, come to terms with things I intensely dislike about myself and erase myself. But, nothing will ever top the utter hopelessness I… Continue reading Lift Off, Fast Car, Almost Graduate, and Being a Leftover.

I Lost My Hard Disk in the Summer, Growing Up and Film Appreciation Post

I've been quite busy ever since I finished college nearly two weeks ago.Since my parents and (friend) have heckled me into applying for jobs and internships, I spend a good portion of my day sitting on Linkedin, Dubizzle and stalking my contacts for prospective jobs.When I'm not doing that, I'm either doing chores around the… Continue reading I Lost My Hard Disk in the Summer, Growing Up and Film Appreciation Post

Shades of Grey

I hate talking about my feelings, scratch that, I hate thinking about my feelings.People often wonder why I seem so unaffected by everything around me and why it's always the small things that bother me and I myself wonder why it happens.It's not that I'm emotionally stunted, it's more of me being emotionally numb. There… Continue reading Shades of Grey