The Things I Wish I Could Say (But Say It When I’m Alone)

You say that it’s all going to change,

You’re going to get better.

You’re going to be stronger.


You say we’re friends, you say we’re sisters,

So why do I feel like you don’t mean that?

Why does it sound like lies?


You’re only love me when you’re scared,

Only when you’re angry and alone.

You say we’re best friends, but it feels like a convenient lay.


Why is it that I’m the one to pick you up?

Stick you together when you’re a mess.

When all you ever do is just use me in the end.


I’m not going to talk you, till you talk back.

I’m not going to chase you, till you chase me.

I’m tired, so leave me alone.